NyraStarray

hey guys been awhile so I guess ill cut straight to the chase.. my mom died Feb 12, 2014 I was devastated still am not sure what much to say about it more time has past iv gained all my weight back >.< gotta work out again still with damian ^^ were suppose to get our own place soon things are ok for the most part beside me being depressed all the time

whats up yall been a minute life aint easy its just gotten harder! well im officially over tim. got me a new man his name is damian. were suppost to get married jan 1st start the new year off with a husband yaaaaaaaaaaaaay im pretty happy for the most part. the struggle is real tho i have no one to help a lil asian people suck i feel really alone no friends no family no one to trust no one to call my A1 i feel so much anger i just dont know what to do... i really really feel anger especially at this moment life totally sucks.... venting ugy8sakjlxfnsdlkvbsjdkneuowtw3oienjdskx ugh my so call best friend is i guess not my best friend my frie

So the month of febuary I moved out. Became single AGAIN. Dyed my hair blonde. CUT IT SHOULDER LENTHGH *tear tear* And moved back in with my parents. Me and my friend of 3years arnt friends anymore cause of some some stupid shit. I got in my 1st fight last night. WITH A GUY! Mutherfucker punched me in the face twice all because of som damn alcohol. UGH.