Trust Issues.

I think I wanna be single.
Theres just nothing between me and Tim.
If you take out the sex, theres nothing.
Absoultely nothing.
I really do feel that way, idk if he does or not but either way if one person is feelin that way then something is wrong.
Its is a relationship, as in 2 people are invovled, not just 1.
Meaning both feeling have to be in consideration, not just yours.
Me & him hardly talk about feelings.
If we do, half the time I have to put on a "happy" show so he wont feel bad or whatever.
See how much I love him?
I care about him more than I care about myself, I ALWAYS think of him before me, always think about us before me, & I just dont think he loves me as much as I love him.
If he does, then that would be nice, but I almost feel its too late.
Well, not too late because its NEVER TOO LATE, but it would just take a long time to progress or whatever you wanna call it.


I swear I just dont trust him & thats whats makin me feel this way.
Why I dont trust him?
Something in me just doesnt, I just dont feel any trust in me for him at all.
I guess how Iv been acting he would wana talk to some other girls.

And I cant talk to him about it because I dont want him to think Im bein negative or bad or cause him to stop wantn to be with me or some shit.
So therefore I cant talk to him.

So moral of the story, in the gah damn end its always my fucking fault like everything else thats happened in this fucking relationship.